I loved you so much
I would have walked
Along the edge of a hundred swords
To reach you if you needed me,
I loved you like a drop of tear in your eyes
Was the poison that could kill me
And I would rather have had
my heart ripped out
Than let anybody else in
I don’t know how I did that,
Stood still
and listned to the wail
of your breaking heart
But now I clamp my hands over my ears
To drown the echo and go to sleep,
When I do,
You are the nightmare or the dream
Now when I look for traces of me in your life
I hope to find more of those photographs
We are smiling in
And not the scars that left you bleeding words,
Empty eyed,
If someday they remind you of me
And you wonder
If I spent last night thinking about us,
I want you to know
I did
I loved you so much
I thought I would die without you
And you know, I did.